.:just for a second..
I wish I did not need to pretend to feel fine.
I wish I did not need to pretend to be this strong.
If only I could do not to laugh when I hurt.
If only I could cry when I need to.
If only I could feel the yearning without having to avoid it.
If only I knew I had hurt my feelings.
I wish I could say I need you.
.:let me cry..